I am still at ICU. I managed to see babu and she is conscious. The nurse told me that she is now able to breathe on her own. This is really good news. But she is visibly in pain. I told her not to get excited as she is still weak. I could see tears falling down her weak eyes and she was wailing in pain. She asked me for a peice of paper and she wrote this 'bapa, ampun dosa ku'. I know she wanted to see my dad. I told her, dad is now on dialysis in rimba. I know she misses my dad.